2024-10-20 hot coffee, webbing, lily fucked fed & maintains contact from day one of defaming him, canceling, deleting; feeling toasty

Genius Annotation1 contributor

lily references the meaning of the words she is trying to speak and their “death”

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s: the expectations, and the death of what they mean. the expectations that she set for others, and the death of what they mean because the expectations set by me are reasonable and in touch with life. the expectation from me is that you be a person who is contributing regularly in some shape or form. she's terrified of me, she was from the beginning, but she can't look away. the prying eye.

The writing of feelings is something that Lily wishes she could do like I do. The truth is, she is completely inept at doing so. It'd take major breakthroughs in her life to do so. She prefers to live through descriptions of others, and never seeking help herself. 

The day that we chose to sit in total silence, I'm not sure what the reference really is. It could be a reference to no contact, zero communication. We sat in silence, I can't say hello. Why not? So you write it all down, then come around, maybe? It's non-sensical and is a fragment.

The bridge is also a signal to me almost entirely. Lily doesn't really write all her feelings out thinking somebody would ever come around. That's her story that she created, that she gave to me, to get a taste of me and to keep imane close. She loves the taste of me, but loves imane more. Lily can barely do a write up on anything. Wolves dream? It's about 300 words, maybe. Silver Waters? It's like 2 pages.

genius contributor:
this could be a reference to Breathe by Lilypichu where she sings

> I used to write my feelings everyday

Lily's been obsessed with me since 2021, I don't know the release order, but this woman is serial. Lily has always seen me as an easy target for her music career. The convolution presented is so drenched in vacancy, that anything she's ever done is likely an attempt at entangling anybody and anyone she's ever wanted a taste of, or wants to love forever, and she will always get her way.

1. Persecution
Lily will always find friends that feel persecuted. They are easy targets as predator. They're delusional, or they're in a very tight spot in life and are seeking some sort of refuge. No different than the persecuted artist going to Bluesky.

2. Image
The public image continuity is everything for sustainability of who she is. There will always be a next, because apparently everyone loves her. Private relationship, purely, is always the play because then you can have it both ways. A girlfriend and a boyfriend, and then some. It doesn't matter how fake it becomes, it's becomes more, and more real as it goes on. See: normalizing invasion of privacy with journalism.

3. Silence
The recording is silence, because without follow-up the recording is nothing. Physical can't exist, because the conditions can't be set-up to be as such. Sitting in silence, can't say hello. This could be a reference to my first of the month posts, where it is like I'm a story generator, and tweets just fly up in your face. This could be a standstill moment for someone like Lily. She thought I was talking directly to her, a show for herself, and herself only. Hello was never in any deck, she knew I wanted imane, 2021, it's all there in my archive.

4. False Friendship
Lily may have been stalking me since 2021, but we certainly weren't ever friends. She simply has the conviction of being friends with me, not unlike her current physical friends, she'll work hard to maintain in all the $$ and all the masturbatory ways. Imane is an example of easy maintenance in conviction. She's clinging to Imane for dear life, she loves her. She wants it all ways, taste of Fed, taste of sym, etc. but ultimately she wants Imane. She can't live with being into dust. Her words.

5. Romance is entanglement
Lily effectively has 1,2,3,4 significant others in life. She got them by intentionally setting people up, or by pressing others to do so. This is how emotionally disturbed this individual is on all levels. One person will never satisfy her.

6. Mixed signals in the concept of writing
If you listen to her music, she can't seem to make up her mind about what writing even is to her. I'm old, there's nothing to write. I wrote it all down, thinking you'd come around. It's completely arbitrary as to how she feels about writing. It spells out a character who is envious of one who can pick up on the unseen for others, with the intent to improve a show, a person, a way of life. Lily is incapable of doing such, and it shows. The unseen is so important to Lily in the moment, she'll do anything to get that information, or in her mind, it'd be called data. She's data hoarding, she's scraping you for data. Lily has a happy thought, and makes a song about it. Singularity.

7. 2021, I was slipping into a delusional state.
Persecution tends to be a major player in that state. You are seemingly feeling persecuted on some level. This is a key part of Lily's predation: she loves people who are compromised in persecuted state, because they are the infinite well of being. She sees this as a valuable resource. She can get to know them, without having to connect. For me, it was the summation of things that put me into that state. For others, it could be anything, psychosis can come about in many people for many reasons. If the persecuted artist feels such a way about "X" who says it's not just a breeding ground for predation?

The problem here, is that I got my shit together, and guess what? If you follow the health plan set forth by your doctor, and talk to your therapist and break ground, you tend to come out pretty normal and a very capable individual. Lily lives in a time warp, and she thinks she can do whatever she pleases just like it was 2021.

8. Hostile takeover
This one is just because Lily loves Imane greatly. To dust was before any of my own hostility towards Lily, and so was the idea of doing a takeover. If we consider the original "concept" to actually be a concept, than the in the final release, the sidebar was completely nixed. That's the splitting sidebar, it's where she can say all the feelings she wants because she's talking to me, not to imane. She no longer needs to talk to me, she has what she wants.

An outro thinking that this was even a good song to post in the first place.