2025-02-25 sns pod ep 23

2025-02-25 2025-02-25 2:57pm

my parents never hugged me enough -lily
- oh, i'm doing all of that, don't worry 50:26 -imane
  - oh i know -lily

==Podcast for pigs. No exit strategy, no nothing. Just any attempt to rekindle that sexual fire with Lily is it? That's all you go for. Pigs.==

Uploaded 10 days ago 2025-02-15

typing

if you're out past 7 you're going to get pregnant
- i'm wearing a halmbuk
  - kafduhn
    - middle eastern dress
  - we gotta be quirky
    - the origin stories
  - is that a thing they do in all sports or just esports?
    - they cover a player's origin story
  - let's talk about recent events
- i wanted it to be, this episode, the welcome episode
  - channel trailer
    - trailer to us
      - don't watch the previous ones
    - working things out
  - know us on a deeper level
- my blood type is A
  - i'm a scorpio
    - isn't that important if i wind up in the hospital
  - figure it out
    - what has been going on
  - moving in with Ellum
- i still have my own apartment
  - been living alone 2 1/2 years
- when's the last time you lived alone
  - i've always had roommates
    - it is really really nice
      - i had roommates in college
        
        i didn't know any other life
      - then
    - i fully went into content creator houses
  - best of both worlds
    - content creator house
      - separate houses
    - if you live in an apartment complex with people that you know
  - you have your own space
    - i'm so sorry i'm traumatized
      - those houses were intense
        
        great for careers
        
        teeehee
        
        there is no inbetween
      - everyone is streaming all the time
    - i'm always working
      - if people are all working
    - i'm a work-a-holic
    - now i moved in with Ellum
    - 6'4" british guys
  - he's a goofball
    - he's like a younger brother but 3 years older
- he's easy to be around
- easy going
  - save vibes
    - slay
      - period
        
        he's always down to clown
        
        he's not super picky about stuff
        
        moving here getting visa?
      - roommate
    - second stream room
  - if i want to do collabs
- ellum to hang out on stream
  - i saw that
    - really nice to be in a new space
      - a new space can do wonders for the mind
    - i still have my old one
  - it's great i feel more separated where others live
- Ellum is a bit closer to people
  - if i have plans i'll just sleep over there
    - three if you count mine
      - she lives on my bed
- i'm ovulating but you really good
  - flower that's blooming
    - temmie got groomed
  - so fresh
    - she looks perfectly round
      - should we eat her
        
        i went to hawaii recently with michael
        
        oahu
        
        which one is the big island
        
        oahu
        
        island
        
        maui
        
        kawaii
      - i went to oahu
        
        wikiki
        
        so crowded, the beaches are super crowded
        
        even at this time of the year
        
        in hawaii the weather is beautiful
        
        people just go randomly
      - pretty touristy
    - i'm on an edit grind right now
  - tell me why you edit this video
    - i can't wait to watch it on stream
      - oahu
        
        cocohead trail
        
        tip of the hike
        
        inclination at least 25 on treadmill
        
        every step you take calves are burning
        
        elevation is nuts
      - i did
        
        took over an hour
        
        asked michael
        
        could you vlog me
        
        he's vlogging the scenery
        
        a lot of the footage is just my ass
        
        i'm editing this myself,
        
        ass
        
        ass
        
        me editing myself
  - patreon now, we have one
    - the patreon
      - that is for me only
        
        listen we are announcing out patreon
      - we got some cool stuff planned
    - patreon to do music stuff
  - combined
    - lily refugees
      - i'm going to post all of it in one
        
        bonus mini podcast episode
      - 30 minutes, bloopers
        
        us talking after
      - behind the scenes
        
        photoshoots, extra photos
    - really really cute photo of my cat
      - really
      - really
        
        fat shit
        
        that's what i thought you were going to say
      - we're not just in debt
        
        debt
        
        debt
        
        i've been working on for tier 3
        
        tier 1
    - what's tier 2
  - tier
    - 2
      - bonus content from either me or lily
        
        or both
      - talking ASMR
      - close ups of temmie
        
        try to be more conceptualized
        
        something we did 10 minutes after podcast
        
        youtube collab but patreon
  - tier
    - 3
      - taps into her strengths
        
        which she has many
        
        jar of interruption
        
        could we get a jar
        
        cup of money i have to put it in there
      - empties, buy boba
    - i'm so scared
  - zootopia sloth keeps talking
    - just keeps going
      - sometimes i talk really fast
        
        our tempo is off that way
      - maybe we should have a talking stick
    - or just slowdown
  - it 12:04
- postcard
  - really cute
    - we have a mini version
      - dan fucked up
    - imagine we pull up
  - guys this is what we're given
    - she's holding up a blank piece of paper
      - she'll write you a little letter
        
        one side comic
        
        one side letter
      - everybody every month
        
        really sweet
        
        excited
        
        that's the patreon
        
        back to our original content
        
        really trying to do this no interruption
        
        battered wife
        
        we did a photoshoot
      - kind of hot photoshoot i convinced her
    - latex
      - the fuck?
  - there's just certain things we need to do to put on clothes
    - paper towel with lube
      - this is good
    - i'm rubbing on stomach
      - on your back, too\
        
        it'll get stuck on your skin and you can't get it off
  - i have to put on tights
    - there was no skirt
      - this is a family friendly program
        
        just looked like were cosplaying
- platinum black hair
  - artsy fartsy in the best of ways
    - i've never done that before
      - appreciate the photos
    - eight years of friendship to get her here
      - my waist is like what the heck
    - because
      - my ass is so fat
        
        ratio looked better
    - the one where im sitting on the bed
  - i've been killing it when taking photos of lily
    - i've been learning
      - she loves me
        
        i take the best photos of lily
    - randomly, candid, i'll show her one
      - "send me that"
    - that's how you know it's good
      - airdrop that
- because this is how i see you
  - i wish i could see the way you see me
national holiday
- fast talking
  - i'm a streamer
    - .50c in the boba jar
  - i was there when michael uploaded the video
    - historical
  - very funny video, did you react yet?
- i'm kidding this is out dynamic
  - living with Ellum is great,
    - bickering with my brother
      - we love each other and he will by groceries
        
        i use to traumatize my brother still
      - that's ok because now you employ him
    - family that works together stays together\
  - how does michael feel about the video?
    - happy
    - happy
      - he's working on his next one right now
        
        he spent a lot of money on this one part
        
        professional animation
        
        45 seconds of animation
      - it's soo good
    - exciting
  - me
- moving in with Ellum
i'm not going to name other names
- 6 months, guys i've interacted
  - i fear, that might not be ok in the head
    - that get really deranged in the head
  - shipping
    - that's not the worst
  - i really dislike people have gotten aggressive and weird and harassy about it
- please stop shipping me
  - he could have a girlfriend
    - it's cringe to harass people about dating life
      - that's why i interrupt you
    - 'cause my brain never stopped
  - sobbing through tears
    - some people are very weird about platonic friendships between guys and girls
      - they've just never experienced yet
    - you need to go outside and have a life
  - or not you can live how you want to
- do you like the new set
we're at the end of iterations/adjustments
- i have a blu-ish one, i have a pink-ish one
  - for the visual people there's an empty spot, let me know
    - we hope you like it
  - i really love all the fan art too
    - team rocket
  - person who drew us as birds
- what about when they see the photoshoot
  - conceptually fan art all perfectly
    - angel
    - devil
      - illiterate but with art
        
        not artistic
        
        22:00
- what are you wearing
  - crystals
  - jewelry
    - goes all the way down to the floor
      - belt
        
        i have many
  - usually they're made custom
    - pick a fabric pick details
      - you'll go with family
    - decide the design
  - it looks super comfortably
    - blue shimmery
    - flowery
  - lacey gold
- just watch the video if you can later
  - it'll usually have long sleeves
    - sleeves fan out
me as shadow mewing
- i love it
  - also it
    - it was my mom who got the dress for me
      - every time she visits she gets me another
    - those colours look so good on you
  - pale pink
- white flowers
  - i haven't worn one since 9 years old
    - it's not common anymore
  - it's worn for specific events like
    - new year
    - weddings
      - expression then they give you money
- why do you wear humbuk
  - weddings
  - funerals
    - when i was one year old, huge birthday party
      - i have a picture of dan as a baby in a humbuk
    - my dad knew we were going to do this episode
  - if you're listening
    - i am lilypichu
      - i am a really good friend
- your daughter and i have a marvelous friendship 25:15
  - AND MORE
- may i ask your daughter for hand in friendship
  - he sent a video of me when one week old
- it made me cry this morning
  - my dad sent me pictures of myself
- little pokimane
  - my mom's arms
    - i look kind of dead
      - so funny
    - i use to be a week old
  - everyone one at some point
- i was a cute kid
  - then something happened
    - &
  - you got cuter ahahahah
- ever look at parents old videos
  - oh my god you got older
- but
when you're young they're invincible
- i saw my dad 28, 29
  - older, so young
- it was just like wow
  - i'm that now
- i'll be an older version of myself
  - yeah
    - but it's kind of freaky
100 day celebration
- i know that,
  - in Korean culture
    - they will celebrate 100th day
      - instead of just birthday
    - they will put in front of the baby numerous types of stuff
  - paint brush
  - pencil
  - briefcase
    - child will pick one, that is the future of the kid
- keyboard and mouse
speaking Korean
- bye love you bye
  - so cute!!
    - what did she pick for the thing
      - i don't remember
    - yeah you were so cute
      - happiest day of my life seeing you dance
    - happiest day was that long ago
  - it was a huge party
    - text me
  - i'm so curious
- i think it's such a cute tradition
  - razer
  - make up
  - corsair
  - mousepad
  - league of legends RP
  - stethoscope
    - be a docgtor
      - it's interesting but random
        
        ooh i like it a lot
      - it's cute
    - some parents do what starter pokemon
  - have their babies crawl
    - it's cute
      - give him the nintendo DS, just pick
        
        this is your future
      - do you remember anything
    - from when you were younger
  - quick your life story
  - quick my life
    - are you feeling like you remember a lot
      - my korean american upbringing
        
        my parents immigrated
        
        you got to learn piano
        
        good education
        
        kumon
        
        strike fear
        
        take a deep breath
        
        pause
        
        it's endless math packets
        
        oh i'm tired
        
        opposed to video games
        
        traditional upbringing
        
        i'd babysit my brother
      - shin ramen, eggs
    - go to Korea every year for grandparents
      - dumpling soup
      - bow
        
        how much money are we talking
        
        $20
        
        for a kid
      - i'm freaking my shit
    - there's also negative aspects
  - getting hit by a coat hanger
    - isn't everybody hit during childhood
- who didn't get hit during childhood
i am breaking the cycle
- it was so normalized in Korea
  - i was rebelling like don't fucking hit me
    - eventually you get too old for them to hit me
  - it's so pivotal
- they can't hit you anymore
  - i have the power now
some people use back scratcher
- some people use metal chopstick
  - you didn't get hit?
    - my mom is a teacher
      - most sweetest empathetic teacher
    - so much of my childhood
  - thanked her later
    - when grown up
      - praising her as a teacher
        
        she is very strict
  - she's seen the difference in behaviour
    - that is not allowed in our home whatsoever
  - it was so normalized
    - a lot of kids do get hit
  - normalize not
    - explicitly teaching you the downside of hitting
- quick way to get them to behave
  - how about long term trauma
    - cycle of abuse
  - i always thought it was normal
    - it's an if
  - if have kids
    - i can't wait to play this back in front of your kids
      - she wasn't going to have you
      - hysterical
    - cackling
      - whatever life may throw at you
- let's finish your story then go to me
  - little bit at the time
    - i'm thinking of chapters on Youtube
me talk
you talk
me talk
you talk
- then i interrupt
  - 50c in the jar
    - hey i'm doing better
      - you're doing very good
    - Daniel what was my childhood like
  - i was really close to my grandparents
- every year
  - had to poop in a hole
    - my grandpa's place also has a hole
      - my hole was in the house
  - poki's poop
    - maybe we talk about it later
      - we can talk about this during my time
- so at my grandpa's place
  - go place and open the door
    - squat
      - there's a little hose to clean
  - hole goes straight down, inside
    - most recent time
  - covering mouse closing eyes
- replaced
hole with a bathroom
- they had one toilet one hole
  - now they have two toilets
    - i don't like it
      - you missed the hole?
    - raw
    - genuine
    - authentic
      - you can be bougee and just use the toilet
- in my grandma's place, i was happy i didnt have to use the hole
  - uncle buried my poop
    - that's kind of cute
they gave me a tea kettle, pee in the tea kettle
- mhm
  - yeah
- pee in tea kettle crazy
  - yeah
- when i was in my teens i had to wipe my babysat's butt
  - i worked at a daycare
- 4,5 year old they talk back
  - her name was riley 39:44
- she was so snappy, what's the word
  - she talked back a lot
- the 2 year olds we're all cute
  - everything is magical to them\
    - anyway please finish your life story
      - korea, we use to visit
        
        uncles
        
        aunts
      - everyone got together
    - grandad passes away
    - home is sold
      - people drift apart
  - when i was younger i appreciate
- now older everyone is so busy
people in our family fight over silly stuff, and don't talk anymore
- dan goes who cares
  - we didn't get anything
    - one person in the family held on to everything
      - greedy
    - because of money, family member thought we owed them money
  - there's a huge falling out
- money tears apart
  - that's why everyone should have a livable wage
    - thank you poki
  - speed up, america, college, now here
- i can't yap this much
  - i remember it later
    - lily's early life
  - temmie chose me
- my early life\
  - born in Morocco
- north left africa
immigrated to Canada when I was 4
- dunno how old they are, or now
  - my brother born in Canada
- went back to Morocco had me
  - when i was 4 i was a little devil child
    - i would be dropped off at daycare
      - walk around the whole school, leave go back home
- one time brother came back home
  - someone hit him
    - did you hit my brother, then i punched him
      - i remember this story
        
        idk why i was kookie when i was 4
      - i became an angel after immigration
    - i'm talking straight A's, nerd, book worm
  - studied all the time
- one time i cheated on a test and i told her
  - you didn't have to tell me
- precarious, precocious
  - a little bit other, growing up in Canada
    - i never fit in
      - i'm not middle eastern or muslim enough
- double life student council baddie a million friends
  - can't go outside past 6pm,
    - sit your ass down
  - i wasn't allowed to do the same things as other
    - my parents just wanted to accept me
- big reason why when go to paris
felt so revolutionary
- these are the inbetween people i wanted to know
  - you aren't on one end of it or the other
- it was mindblowing
  - i never watched Toy Story
    - we can talk about that\
  - you're spoiling
    - Andy went to college
- It's been out so many years
  - you should watch it
    - the new place we moved into, theatre room rent
      - 1, 2, 3 Toy Story
    - you could do 123
      - 4 another time
    - those three are such a good trilogy
  - i'm so down
- how are you feeling before toy story 1
  - now how after
    - film content
quality difference the way it improves 2->3
- insane
  - Pixar did so good
    - we all know their magnum opus
      - Ratatouille
    - maybe next episode
  - in Korean
- maybe to specify
because I was born in Morocco, French and Arabic
- I went to a French school
  - and when i say french school
    - middle first time English
  - English in 3rd grade first time
- in middle school first time
  - French Immersion
    - it means half your classes are french, all are english
      - i say that french
    - reading
    - speaking
      - writing
        
        also hearing understanding Arabic
        
        never knew how to write
        
        clasically
      - then
    - i learnt english
      - in 4th grade
        
        wow that's cocol
        
        a lot of it was english
        
        my mom sent me to korea when i was 2
      - living with my grandpa
    - that's a big part of your growing up
  - is this trauma from the hitting
- maybe
i grew up with Korean
- I was there for a year
  - maybe maybe less
    - i don't really remember this
      - my earliest memories when i was, my parents made me go to Korean school
    - when Daniel came along tried less
  - password kid?
- what's the password kid?
were you guys loved?
- i was
  - what the hell
    - actually my parents didn't hug me much
      - oh, i'm doing all of that, don't worry 50:26
    - oh i know
      - oh my god i didn't
        
        i'm sure you know i'm iffy with physical touch
    - daniel was hugged so much
  - she and my brother are so close
- i got independence early
  - the password kid is the kid of the family that is the password for things
they said imane, oh it's pokimane
- korean sons daughter
  - were you treated better because a son
    - girl yeah, middle eastern, if you know you know.
      - daughter, protected
- actually
  - i'm very intense about fairness
    - feminism is good, sexism is bad
      - ok if i'm 14, 11 stay out
    - write down what he was able to do
  - and play it back to the parents
- curfews
  - if you're out past 7pm you're going to get pregnant
    - that's a universal thing with daughters
      - i had friends that could have sleepovers with boys at their home
        
        they could go on weekend retreats\
      - trust me im hanging out with girl
    - you too?
  - oh my god
    - time check
- dap me up
  - 53:16
    - that's good that's like a B+
      - do you want to go again?
    - you can charge up your
  - did you have trouble pronouncing english
    - i still have trouble with english
  - maybe i'm delulu ==you are==
    - i think being ESL
      - tone, innotation
        
        blunt, more intense, than i intend
      - funnily enough
        
        xqc showed me this
      - i get into call
        
        so poki how did you get invited to the grammies
        
        sounded blunt
    - in french speak really fast
  - it's not how you say it
    - in English it matters way more how you say something
- not all languages
were you 100% fluent in Korean than English
- you go to American schools
  - i went to Korean schools
    - then i had to learn how to pronounce words, speech therapy
      - now people want authentic accents
    - in voiceovers
      - voice acting
    - impersonating
      - it's embarassing
        
        don't you think, it's so good
        
        i should interrupt your Russian
- the one ething i hate in english A
  - A's are said in 20 different ways
    - Indianapolis
      - you have to remember how to say it, not just read
  - think of the word apple
    - now i can do it
  - if i had to learn english now
    - the rules seem arbitrary
asked us to get voice message from us
- telepathy because i was just going to text you
  - my mom is so cute
    - my mom is so me
      - oh my god i was just going to text you
        
        she is so sweet
- i was born in Robat
  - when you were born, you were so white
    - really clear white baby
  - hi again
    - did i not properly understand
      - your mom is so funny
    - that's just her being confused
  - telling the story of how aunt
- my aunt would spend an hour getting hair 58:30
  - getting me dressed up,
    - i would skip ahead
      - then just leave
that's when i knew you weren't built for 9-5 stuff
- period
- period
  - apparently i saw it from the window
    - fighting brother
  - stop dont get in the middle of this
    - slapped him,
    - bitch slapped him
- the kid's dad was very confused
  - this 3 1/2 hit you?
    - she told the exact same stories i told
- very assertive as a kid
  - wdym as a kid?
- still am!
- still am!
  - microphone
    - 1 year birthday
  - interesting, so they thought i would be good at singing
    - i read a lot of books
  - always book in hand
    - cause i had no friends
  - too busy for me when i was young
    - still proud grew up\
      - as she should be
        
        byee
- so cute
  - why isn't there more
    - lily we made you a documentary
      - i love y ou
    - 1 year dress
  - so cute
    - i can't believe she still has that
      - matching hat
        
        first birthday
      - grandpa grandma was you
    - thank you for growing up so well
  - my dad too
- also holding the dress
i kind of see how dan sees look like dad
- i love you i dont have a lot of words
  - bye
- was that my mom
  - back then guys had long hair too
    - they look so young
      - freaks me out
        
        now they look older
      - that was adorable
    - i'm visiting them in april
  - dude
- new jersey
  - new jersey turnpike
    - come to new jersey
      - turnpike
      - bagels
  - it's a road
- the new jersey turnpike
  - it's a road?
    - hype this road up to me?
      - it's not that interesting
        
        yeah,
        
        new jersey we got the turnpike
        
        is there nothing?
        
        yeah
        
        i grew up in a really boring town
      - it's known for me
    - now
  - ahaha
- i interrupted you, it's fine, i know you didn't forget
are you the most famous alumni from high school
- when i was in hs the most famous alumni was this:
  - a serial killer
- so,
  - i think i might be the most famous one now
    - there was one other alumni\
      - Lore DIY
    - really popular youtuber
  - then,
    - i also moved to LA
      - where we met
    - knew my brother
      - another Bulldog alumni St Catharinian
  - that was the most hyped thing
    - that serial killer
- when i was listening to mom on the voice
  - laughing, i could feel the vibes
    - those were really cute messages
- respectfully
  - also your dad's younger pictures, pretty handsome
    - i see why your mom fell in love
      - they were more like setup
    - that's what my mom says
      - i didn't really like him but i had to marry him
        
        i feel like that what's she's done
      - she's so tsundere
  - maybe that's how i get me
- part 2!!1!!!!!